6 posts tagged “i'm stupid”

Into a former life... I was probably a sloth... Like wtf.

I swear, I was better last year at living.

Even with a sick dad..

AT LEAST I STUDIED JAPANESE LIKE EVERYDAY

If I had a grain of that kind of thinking left

I WOULD BE TYPING UP A NEW STUDY GUIDE RIGHT ABOUT NOW

Well. I'm really lazy.

(FWASHING! PSYCHIATRIST MODE ENTER!) (SHING SHING!!) (FLAAAASH!)

How do people go about getting rid of their lazyness?

Maybe they start by describing the severity of their condition.

I'm lazy to the point that it's ridiculous. (not extremely ridiculous) Okay. Ridiculous is not the word I though I was looking for. Please disregard that first sentence. I'm lazy so lazy I think i'm being unreasonable. I know I could just do something and be done with it pretty fast and i'd be happier, but I just don't do it.

Okay, and now I feel really stupid being lazy.

I THINK I'M MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO WORK ON A STUDY GUIDE (although that's not exactly what I was looking for, that's not part of homework at all.)

Whatever.  At least i'm doing something. Productive. >.>

"TAKE ACTION, YOU NERD!! ACTION NERD!!"

Into a former life... I was probably a sloth... Like wtf.

I swear, I was better last year at living.

Even with a sick dad..

AT LEAST I STUDIED JAPANESE LIKE EVERYDAY

If I had a grain of that kind of thinking left

I WOULD BE TYPING UP A NEW STUDY GUIDE RIGHT ABOUT NOW

Well. I'm really lazy.

(FWASHING! PSYCHIATRIST MODE ENTER!) (SHING SHING!!) (FLAAAASH!)

How do people go about getting rid of their lazyness?

Maybe they start by describing the severity of their condition.

I'm lazy to the point that it's ridiculous. (not extremely ridiculous) Okay. Ridiculous is not the word I though I was looking for. Please disregard that first sentence. I'm lazy so lazy I think i'm being unreasonable. I know I could just do something and be done with it pretty fast and i'd be happier, but I just don't do it.

Okay, and now I feel really stupid being lazy.

I THINK I'M MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO WORK ON A STUDY GUIDE (although that's not exactly what I was looking for, that's not part of homework at all.)

Whatever.  At least i'm doing something. Productive. >.>

"TAKE ACTION, YOU NERD!! ACTION NERD!!"

What's the best thing about today?

Rich clothes took away some of my depression. :DD *Go Lord and Talors; H&M*

WHY DO MATERIAL THINGS WORK LIKE THAT

I'M SO LAME

LAME LAME LAME

I should be able to make myself happy

By getting OFF MY ASS and doing something beneficial

Why can't I do that

...

And now i'm a little sadder.

D:

Have you ever backed out on doing something you promised you'd do? Did you have a good reason for going back on your word? 
Submitted by enSue.

*sigh* YES. I hate to do that. And I never have a good reason when I do that. Well, I don't HATE IT, hate it, but I know it's terrible, and I really want to stop doing that. IN FACT, I'm going to add that to my list of New Year Resolutions *as if I haven't gone over the limit enough* so I can have it crouch over my back like the rest of them. >.>

It's like NEWS's Teppen song. (KoyaShige singing, for you soulless Johnny's fans out there potentially reading this) "Only the really cool people do what they say they will" I HAVE TO DO WHAT THE SONG SAYS OR I'M NOT "REALLY COOL" 'CAUSE THEN I'LL CRY BECAUSE SUDDENLY I'M LAME FOR NOT LETTING A SONG OR ANY SORT OF MEDIA TAKE CONTROL OF MY CHOICES IN LIFE.

Hahaha. I'm just messing around with you. It'd really suck if anyone let that happen to themselves, though.

Right? ;D

Sorry, but i've lately been writing for my own sake, making these seperate entries totally private *as only I can view them* so I hope you can wait until I sort myself out.

I guess i'm kind of far, seeing as my mind doesn't even want to cooperate with me on why I suddenly have to set my mind in order. Like how did I get like this?!

Currently i'm disappointed with my conduct. It's bad for myself, it's not helping me achieve anything by acting like I am at school. (I DON'T DO MY HOMEWORK WHEN I'M TOLD TO IN CLASS. AND INSTEAD, I NAP MY ASS OFF.  HOW STUPID IS THAT.)

I haven't been working lately. Well, I did work like 3 days ago, but I still haven't gotten paid! So I haven't been paid lately. I feel bad about it. WHY? Because I need MONEY!! I feel terrible right now. I'm so stupid. AUUGH! I'M SO STUPID!!! GOD! WHY AM I SO STUPID? I did the dumbest thing today. We were shopping for school stuff at Super Target and all I really needed was some notebooks. (I'm really meticulous when it comes to school supplies and being prepared lately. I'm trying to make sure that this year i'm doing the very best I can in preparation and organization!) So anyway, found a bunch of nice spiral notebooks in boxes so I got some in every color , so 5 and another red one for 6. And I made sure they were in good condition. I just picked them from different boxes... Like no big deal. Then when we got home I was excited about getting more stuff to label and whatever (Definitely a total geek when it comes to organizing sometimes..) and I wrote my nickname on every notebook in the cardbord with 3 different sharpies. Only when I finish (after 7 minutes) Out of 6 notebooks ONLY ONE WAS COLLEGE RULED. I FAIL AT READING. This SUCKS! I already wrote on it!! I have to use it for something now because I can't take it back! I don't think it's even likely i'll write stuff in there since it's stupid WIDE RULED! I hate that. Even more so myself, because now I have to go back and either (1.) Buy 5 more notebooks, making sure they're the right kind OR (2.) Go to Staples or whatever and get the kind of notebooks i've been having except get the one subjects. I have to make sure (Esp with number one) my mom doesn't know/ isn't with me or she'd be mad I messed up. AND THOUGH I REALLY LIKE NUMBER 2, it's going to be expensive!! Like I dunno, around 20 dollars. Right? (This doesn't do anything and isn't deserved, but WHATEVER) Man.. Target's so STUPID!

Chococat. IT'S WHAT'S ON MY WRITING UTENSILS

CHOCOCAT